what does surrendering to your inner SACRED BRAT look like?

giving space to your inner wild truth feeler who is allowed to be rageful about being stifled 🌋🌋🌋

releases you from being stuck in the Gotta Be Nice Make Sure I’m Appropriate & Palatable For Everyone Else to the Detriment of My Own Self Syndrome

& gives you eye-opening awareness with what matters and what needs tending ❤️‍🩹❤️

so that you can be liberated from the core of your being, be empowered, be whole, and erotically satiated ❤️‍🔥

welcoming your INNER SACRED BRAT is the antidote to the control and conditioning imposed upon the divine wild feminine to fit inside the box of the patriarchy 👹

what do you call the potent feral force latent within you that absolutely will not let you be persuaded out of your squishing down your true needs and desires??

answer: SACRED BRAT

the Sacred Brat is part of our intrinsic true nature. we've all got one that thrived and flourished until they were shamed into hibernation. Sacred Brats have been muffled down with the people-pleasing-let-me-be-and-do-what-you-want i-dont-wanna-be-an-inconvenience persona. years of practicing being nice n getting along with things, not requesting exactly what you want creates a lot of buildup for volcanic eruption material. this is your erotic pleasure activation material

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when you’re scared of showing up imperfectly. so you think you shouldn’t show up at all.

honestly i've been feeling like a hot mess. the full moon is coming, and i was considering canceling CATHARSIS TEMPLE this coming sunday. the past days have been challenging. i fear being seen when i'm feeling low.

i wanna put the blanket over my head and say stop sending me more stuff to transmute Universe!!! my inbox is full already.
i wanna cry.
wail like a whale.
be held.
i wanna throw shit.
i wanna be motionless as stone.
i wanna complain like a bratty 5 yr old til i'm hoarse.

Inner Perfectionist Police: uh, you really shouldn’t be saying this. it’s not respectable.

here’s what my Inner Catharsis Queen says in response: thank you, Inner Perfectionist Police, for reminding me exactly why CATHARSIS TEMPLE is happening. for me to show up as i am, and give others the space to do the same. to let the healing alchemy happen when our whole self is surrendered.

cuz i’m so sick of feeling like there’s no place for me unless i'm in the right mood. unless i say things correctly and perfectly. i’m sick of suppressing my true feelings. i'm sick of feeling invisible and complying with the rules of a world that doesn't acknowledge my existence, and constantly seeks to erase me. i’m tired of squishing myself into a box to make sure everyone else is unoffended by me

who's gonna care about how i'm feeling unless i care about me? who can see me unless i learn to see me?

i'm creating a world where it’s ok to be a hot mess.
i'm creating a world where being a hot oozing lava mess is the new cool.
i’m allowed to express the truth of my constriction.
i’m willing to feel my strait jacket vividly and transform my submission to its constriction into subversion and liberation.
i deserve to experience the complete antidote bliss of release.

CATHARSIS for every time i was disrespected trespassed gaslit konichiwa’d, ching chongd bulldozed dehumanized and i was silent.

Permission to let your inner SACRED BRAT out💓Dedicate your tantrum for your inner child who always had to do as they were told, and just suck it up. Better this than being all constipated trying to be the bigger more mature person. Authenticity over Stuffing things down 🥳 👏🏼🥳👏🏼🥳🥳👏🏼🥳👏🏼�...

The Unsatiated Sacred Brat is probly one of the most suppressed silenced part of myself that got rejected and gaslit heavily in childhood in order to be the ‘good child’ who doesn’t complain, is supposed to feel ONLY grateful with what’s given to her, and most def not allowed to need or want more. Deshamifying needs and hunger feeling like it’s an ugly thing.

never ever dared to have a tantrum like this growing up

my tantrums were invisible and violently repressed internally

When you’re that disconnected and fearful of what you’re actually feeling, you don’t realize the pressure cooker of discontent and demons you’re creating internally 🌋👹🥁👹🌋👹

it’s so annoying, how hard it is, all the self-flagellation work and effort to mask and shove down into the dungeon all the shit that still manages to seep out somehow.

freal tho nothing feels more liberating more lipsmackingly gleeful than uncaging your demons from that dungeon of shame and self-flagellation.

My chosen name is Kwonyin after the goddess of compassion which is rlly about demon compassion ❤️👹❤️

your most demonized bratty parts are the parts you fear will guarantee your rejection. the ostracized parts that feel so unworthy of anything good.

you can turn all your scary, scared, repressed emotions into an abundant source of inspiration, epiphanies, peace, joy, JACKPOT HALLELUJAHS!

Emotional Alchemy is essentially about transforming negative emotion around a situation into something useful that benefits you.

This transformation happens as you’re supported to feel safe unrepressing something your subconscious and conscious self has deemed bad and wrong.

Many of us go through life holding these negative perceptions of ourselves and the way we feel, with the misunderstanding that feeling these things is what makes us bad and wrong.

I help you create a bridge from the things you reject into a space of unconditional self-love. 

Curious to know how this could work for you?!! if there’s something you need to get off your chest that you can’t talk to anyone else about...come see me!
and give yourself the gift of nurturing presence.